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Word Vomit

Baby Queen

I swallow my pride
It tastes like shit
I spit it back out in the bathroom sink
Then I go back home and sit out my couch
And I think about you till the Sun comes out
And now I never wanna drive down that street
Don't want to remember what you look like when you're leavin'

I bite my tongue
It tastes like blood
God, I really wish I didn't get that drunk
I wish I could be cool
I could be cute
I could be everything you wanted me to
Now whenever I drive down that street
I remember what you look like when you leave

Super sorry, I was trying not to vom on your feet
Guess I'm not really the poet you were hoping to meet
I was looking like a loser on the side of the street
Mull it over in the brain, rewind, repeat
How did I imagine it was going to end?
With me waking up to see you laying there in the bed?

Now I can't pretend
(I let it go)
Now we can't be friends
(I let you go)

I lick my wounds
They taste like salt
In my head you were never this cold
But it's what I get for going in too bold
Now the dream is dead and it's all my fault
So whenever I drive down that street
I remember we were stood together
And you saw me bleed

Super sorry, I'm sure I was kind of freaking you out
I didn't want to
But the words were falling out of my mouth
And even though I can't recall what we were talking about
I play it over and again
It's done, no doubt
How did I imagine it was going to go?
You'd be getting in my car and I'd be taking you home?

Now I'm all alone
I'm haunted by the thought of you
There's nothing I look forward to now
I'm haunted by the memory
I hope you don't remember me now

I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
Lick wounds
I feel so
My-my-my
My tongue
My tongue
My
I swallow
My-my-my
My tongue
Lick
Lick
Lick
I swallow