Lying awake, 4 in the morning
Caught in the storm, it won't stop pouring
Losing myself, losing the moment
Losing my grip, I can't keep holding
Oh
I know I can't go on like this, oh
Maybe there's something more than one more night
On the edge of my life, can't take anymore
Crying all night on the bedroom floor
Fighting myself, not winning the war
Gotta lose you to find me
Bury it down like I always do
Lie to myself when I know that it's true
Out of my head, I'm fucking through
Gotta lose you to find me
Stuck on repeat, over and over
Smile on my face with no composure
Maybe I can't get any lower
Running away won't get me closer, oh
I know I can't go on like this, oh
Maybe there's something more than one more night
On the edge of my life, can't take anymore
Crying all night on the bedroom floor
Fighting myself, not winning the war
Gotta lose you to find me
Bury it down like I always do
Lie to myself when I know that it's true
Out of my head, I'm fucking through
Gotta lose you to find me
Couldn't change anyway
Guess I'm on my own
I'm afraid I was made to be all alone
All alone
I know I can't go on like this
Maybe there's something more than one more night
On the edge of my life, can't take anymore
Crying all night on the bedroom floor
Fighting myself, not winning the war
Gotta lose you to find me
Bury it down like I always do
Lie to myself when I know that it's true
Out of my head, I'm fucking through
Gotta lose you to find me
Gotta lose you to find me