The Sun shines through you: Emerald green
As you hang from the branch of your lover
Just one mistake (or a windy day)
Will send you spinning to the ground to rediscover
How the sidewalk will smile with every step that you take
While he's breaking the back of your mother
Those stupid games we played as kids
I'm older now, I'll admit I'm afraid
I keep telling my mom that I love her
In case God has a shitty sense of humor
I swear I knew you, If I've ever known anyone
But people change, and ten years is a really long time
I knew I still liked girls, but I liked you too
I was certain that I could tell you
Anything, but that
You asked me to play for your wedding
But the words came out desperate and afraid
Were you screaming from the future (distorted by time)?
Is it really a consolation that you traded this life
For an awkward disguise that you found hanging in the closet?
Now the sidewalk will smile with every step that you take
While reducing your colors to winter
Seasons changed the way we did
We're older now, I admit I'm afraid
That even to myself I'm a stranger
Yes, God has a shitty sense of humor
(I think God has a shitty sense of humor)