I lie awake wondering
Will I kill myself or someone else
Before this night comes to an end?
Look me in the eyes
Each word you spit is treason
Say it one more time (one more time)
Make me believe it
Another deception to deny
You wielded hope as a weapon
I welcomed the deepest of mutilations with love
But this love only ever brought me the gift
Of terror filled nights
Don't close your eyes
I want you to watch
It's my turn to lacerate
Let me paint you a picture
Make it last