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I'm Afraid

Charli xcx

Happiness came in a box, never meant that much before
Till I met someone who knew how to balance who I am
As we know, I'm insecure, he might've missed out on my birth
I replicate the things I learnt, I don't blame him though

I'm a wife, I'm a kid, I'm destroyed, I'm a bitch
I'm too drunk, I can't sleep, I can't feel, I'm afraid
I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm nothing without him
What if I ruin it? Take the ring, take the ring
I'm a wife, I'm a kid, I'm destroyed, I'm a bitch
I'm too drunk, I can't sleep, I can't feel anything
I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm nothing without him
What if I ruin it? Take the ring, take the ring

It's complicated how I feel, know I'm not supposed to say
But I have to get it out so my insides don't turn black
All this pain makes me believe I'm a better artist now
An excuse I tell myself to act selfishly

I'm a wife, I'm a kid, I'm destroyed, I'm a bitch
I'm too drunk, I can't sleep, I can't feel, I'm afraid
I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm nothing without him
What if I ruin it? Take the ring, take the ring
I'm a wife, I'm a kid, I'm destroyed, I'm a bitch
I'm too drunk, I can't sleep, I can't feel anything
I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'm nothing without him
What if I ruin it? Take the ring, take the ring