Anyone But Her
It's cold in New York
She found a lover that could keep her warm
Breathing snowflakes from the moment she woke up
'Cause she was never enough
Her mind is numb
She calls her parents for the things that she's won
Maybe then they'll say they're proud of what she's become
'cause she was never the one
At least if she was hurting
She could feel it every day
Bet it all on Narcan
So she slowly slipped away
That same night in her regular bar
A Piece of her died, trying to get too far
She could only see
What she was taught to believe
She lost her fight, that's the fucked up part
A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard
To be anyone but her
Was exactly what she wanted to be
One hour of sleep, no more
She would go to class in clothes from the night before
Convinced herself it was better
She was keeping up with the lectures
While everything else made her dead inside
Maybe she'd be fine with one more line
At least if she was hurting
She could feel it every day
Bet it all on Narcan
So she slowly slipped away
That same night in her regular bar
A Piece of her died, trying to get too far
She could only see (only see)
What she was taught to believe (what she was thought to believe)
She lost her fight, that's the fucked up part
A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard
To be anyone but her
Was exactly what she wanted to be
Anyone but her
Anyone but her
Anyone but her
Anyone but her
Anyone but her
Anyone but her
That same night in her regular bar
A Piece of her died, trying to get too far
She could only see
What she was taught to believe
She lost her fight, that's the fucked up part
A piece of her died 'cause she tried too hard
To be anyone but her
Was exactly what she wanted to be
Anyone But Her
Está frio em Nova York
Ela encontrou um amante que poderia mantê-la aquecida
Respirando flocos de neve a partir do momento em que ela acordou
Porque ela nunca foi suficiente
Sua mente está entorpecida
Ela chama seus pais pelas coisas que ganhou
Talvez então eles digam que estão orgulhosos do que ela se tornou
porque ela nunca foi a única
Pelo menos se ela estivesse sofrendo
Ela podia sentir isso todos os dias
Aposte tudo em Narcan
Então ela se afastou lentamente
Na mesma noite em seu bar regular
Um pedaço dela morreu, tentando ir longe demais
Ela só podia ver
No que ela foi ensinada a acreditar
Ela perdeu a luta, essa é a parte fodida
Um pedaço dela morreu porque ela tentou demais
Para ser qualquer um, menos ela
Era exatamente o que ela queria ser
Uma hora de sono, não mais
Ela iria para a aula com roupas da noite anterior
Convencida de que era melhor
Ela estava acompanhando as palestras
Enquanto tudo o mais a fez morrer por dentro
Talvez ela estivesse bem com mais uma linha
Pelo menos se ela estivesse sofrendo
Ela podia sentir isso todos os dias
Aposte tudo em Narcan
Então ela se afastou lentamente
Na mesma noite em seu bar regular
Um pedaço dela morreu, tentando ir longe demais
Ela só podia ver (apenas ver)
No que ela foi ensinada a acreditar (no que ela pensava)
Ela perdeu a luta, essa é a parte fodida
Um pedaço dela morreu porque ela tentou demais
Para ser qualquer um, menos ela
Era exatamente o que ela queria ser
Qualquer um menos ela
Qualquer um menos ela
Qualquer um menos ela
Qualquer um menos ela
Qualquer um menos ela
Qualquer um menos ela
Na mesma noite em seu bar regular
Um pedaço dela morreu, tentando ir longe demais
Ela só podia ver
No que ela foi ensinada a acreditar
Ela perdeu a luta, essa é a parte fodida
Um pedaço dela morreu porque ela tentou demais
Para ser qualquer um, menos ela
Era exatamente o que ela queria ser