Oxygen (feat. DYYA)

I learned how to breathe in pieces
Counting seconds in the dark
Every room still feels like it's yours
Even when you're not here anymore
I don't miss you in the daylight
I miss you when the air gets thin
When the silence presses on my chest
And my pulse won't let me rest

You were oxygen in my lungs
Now every breath feels wrong
I inhale but it still burns
Like my body never learned
How to live without the fire
How to function without desire
If love is air, then I'm undone
You were oxygen

I don't need your voice anymore
But I still hear it when I fall asleep
Funny how the mind protects
What the heart can't keep
I burned the mask to free myself
Thought I'd finally feel alive
But without you in the smoke
I don't know how to survive

I can't escape it your still in my head
Every breathe I take brings back what you said
Act like I'm fine, but I'm barely ok
Without you here I don't know how to stay

You were oxygen in my lungs
Now every breath feels wrong
I inhale but it still burns
Like my body never learned
How to live without the fire
How to function without desire
If love is air, then I'm undone
You were oxygen

You were oxygen in my lungs
Now every breath feels wrong
I'm alive but barely breathing
Living doesn't mean I'm healing
How to live without the fire
How to function without desire
If love is air, then I'm undone
You were oxygen

Now
Now watch me choke
No apologies
Now you're just hurting me

Why am I holding on to you
Like you're my oxygen