Vicious Cycles

Throughout the years
The earth, it has poisoned me
My realm of existence
Inside it's so torturing
Take me back, take me back
I want to start over
Take me back, take me back
With a clear conscience, sober

I wanna run away, I wanna run away
Lost in this mystery
I wanna find a way, I wanna find a way
Take away my misery

And I can't deny
All the vicious cycles in my life
And I won't deny
And I know that I am the reason why
Mend me and mold me
Nurturing holy
In comes the healing
My soul, it is screaming

My time it nears
My vice has its grip on me
Squeezes so slowly
Now the pressure, it makes me bleed

I wanna run away, I wanna run away
The smoke, it is choking me
Help me to find a way, I don't wanna stay
Give me the vaccine for this disease

And I can't deny
All the vicious cycles in my life
And I won't deny
And I know that I am the reason why
Mend me and mold me
Nurturing holy
In comes the healing
My soul, it is screaming

When will I find a way back to life?
My life
My life
My life
My life

And I can't deny
All the vicious cycles in my life
And I won't deny
And I know that I am the reason why
Mend me and mold me
Nurturing holy
In comes the healing
My soul, it is screaming

And I can't deny, oh, oh-oh-oh
And I won't deny, oh-oh-oh-oh
And I can't deny the healing
And I won't deny the healing
Oh-oh-oh-oh