Everything I ever really loved
Scared me so much I'd show up drunk
What if I got hurt and my feelings wouldn't work
I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind
I've been on this lonely road a while
I don't know why I've been acting like a child
What have I become I don't trust anyone
I'm growing up in time with a bitter mind
Tell me now brother what should I do
I'm running out of time I've got nothing left to lose
Nothing lasts forever things will get so much better
Oh I've got nothing left to lose
Every time I see you out
I'm jealous of the love you have now
I'm letting go of things like beautiful dreams
And growing up in time with a bitter mind