Outside of my box
Are places in my thoughts
Where people take care of me
Needing such closure
Excitement spills over
It's taken this long just to see
That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie
New York is calling
My will powers falling
I'd surrender but it's what I want
Leaving behind all these tears that I cried
I won't dwell on these things, no I won't
That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie
This won't be real
Till I raise my appeal
I'm a wreck in a fight with my nerves
Finding my place
I was born to create
I'm a soldier but my bullets are my words
That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie (2x)
Walk into unknown
Through Broadway & Soho
Where my dreams are waiting for me
That I need this
Even more than my health
I've already started to die
I need this
Regardless of wealth
If I'm honest I'm living a lie