Round the same streets
Everybody moves on
No, you can't rewrite every chapter
Although you got brand new faces
You don't even got nobody keepin' you honest
Breathe till I'm empty again
My whole pattern see-through
Old habits, handmade
And I know them better than most people
I don't trust the restart
You can't break the cycle with them
Get some distance, have a calm night
Thoughts pullin' left and right
Workin' through your next try
If I get my head right
You know I won't need this
And I tell you
I hope the change is real this time
I'm tryin', no, I'm stuck again
Spend it when I feel that
I ain't tryna keep the past
Can't keep up a new conversation
Why your eyes well up?
Did you call me from the old life?
You are from my past loop
Hope you're doin' fine, bruh
I been out here head first
Always like the head first
Signal comin' in and out
Hope you're doin' fine, bruh
Everybody loops back
Ooh, same, same
This feel like a rewind
No rest in my body
Ain't no break in my body
Wake up
The Sun's goin' down
Time to start your day again
Can't keep bein' stuck here
Know you need the shift if you gon' survive
Droppin' old self off at home before my next shift
You know I can't hear none of that stay-the-course shit
Wanna see the breakthrough, but don't wanna dig yet
Wanna feel that freedom though, could you come by?
Fuck with me after the fall
That's every day shit
Shut the fuck up, I don't want your conversation
Rollin' the same excuses, that's a cheap vacation
My every day shit, every night shit, every day shit
All this time
Been ready for change all this time
Been waitin' on a different line
I'll open the door, just let me know when you're outside
All this time
You been missin' all this time
Still got some good tries memorized
And the look back's gettin' me right
Every night fucks every day up
Every day patches the night up
On God, you should break it, it's that dead end
I'll fuck up my next chance
Twenty-something, my family had that same talk
Kept at least six ways to stay the same
Back when doubt and fear had it active
Couple voices in the city buildin' walls
All the lectures
Preachin' self-made brand-new status
When we could only restart on occasion
After the last hit, I had to transfer cities
Your apartment out in nowhere where I waited
Stayin' with the loop when I didn't have a plan
Fuckin' up again when I didn't own a map
Workin' on a way to make it out the cycle every night
Droppin' old self off at home before my night shift, yeah
You know I can't hear none of that stay-the-course shit
Want to see the breakthrough, but don't wanna dig yet
Wanna feel that freedom though, could you come by?
Fuck with me after the fall
Know them patterns wanna see me broke down
See me bummed out, stressed out
That's just every day shit
Shut the fuck up, I don't want your conversation
Rollin' the same excuses, that's a cheap vacation