Unbalanced and obsessive
My favorite kind of high
Either waking up beside her
Or with her on my mind
Not saying that I miss her
Or ever want her back
I'm just scared I've forgotten how to feel like that
Waiting on each message
A spark inside my chest
A fine line between I'm so in love and I'm so fucking stressed
But my whole heart was in it and I didn't hold back
No I'm scared I've forgotten how to feel like that
Oh, it was such a dream
Maybe in my memory nostalgia's playing tricks
Maybe I'm forgetting all the shitty parts of it, oh
I miss the way you ruined me
Maybe just a little bit, just a little bit
So singularly focused
So confidently sure
I never second guessed it
It was so obviously her
I know it was a moment
And it wasn't meant to last
I'm just scared I've forgotten how to feel like that
Yeah I'm scared I've forgotten how to feel like that
I'm just scared I've forgotten how to feel like that