I never promised you heaven
Because it doesn't exist
I only promised my presence
Until the end of our lives
I gave you everything I had
In ways you never noticed
Every quiet sacrifice
Every word left unspoken
And you chose to throw it all away
While I loved every part of you
You fell in love
With the pain of loving me
Like an addict
I needed you close
I couldn't breathe without you
Didn't know who I was
You were my home
The only place I felt safe
My refuge
From a broken world
Now there's nothing left
To escape
And I stayed
Trying to hold what was left of us
Holding onto fragments
That were never enough
Now I carry this emptiness
Like a scar I can't erase
Even the pain you left
Is all I have of you
And it lingers in my veins
Like it won't fade away
A constant reminder
Of the mess we became
Memories that don't make sense
Echoes I can't escape
Trying to find you in the dark
But you're already gone
Pieces that won't fit again
No matter what I do
I tried to rebuild myself
But I lost myself in you
I should've seen it coming
But I chose to believe
That love could fix the damage
You kept hiding from me
You have no idea
How much this destroyed me
How much this destroyed me