It eats my inside
This longing I've got in me
It's meaning hiding from me
I need to open myself
This night is me
Bearded and deluled
Like an old man full of wisdom
Waiting for my command
Madness embracing me
With claws it comforts me
Wraps me in velvet
Fills me with itself
Guilt waves in me
Try not to spill it
These useless thoughts that Buzz
In my ear like insects
Now look at me
In this cold whirl of reason
Speaking of emotion
Am I a lie I told myself
I know I'm not in control
Most of the time
I know I'm not in control
That's what you're for