Chains on my legs, thorn in my side
My past sits heavy in the back of my mind
I can't shake it, can't escape it
Force it down, push it aside
I'll dodge the point, avoid the issues,
Transgressions justified
I try my best, just to forget
But the guilt keeps crawling back
I've traced it backward through my mind
I'm digging deep but i can't find
Just how i came to be this way
Try as i may i'll never change
It seems like i'm doomed to run forever
I search for the answers but it gets no better
Struggle to learn from past mistakes
This hole's so deep effort feels like a waste
I feel my conscience start to slip again
Out of my head, i'm free to sin again
Just like that i'm where i started
It seems like this cycle will never fucking end