Smile Mask breaks me
Mask my smile, please
Monster's cracking in my face and I can't seem to make it leave me
Crying, crying
Crying or I'm high
I am at my breaking point 'cause I can't seem to fix things right
Trying, trying
Trying to break free
I can't tell if this is real or just attention that I seek
Oh, help me, save me
In this digital hell
Anybody just unmask me 'cause I can't do it myself
Caine gives me a B (B)
Zooble's therapy (-py)
They're fighting and they're crying and I cannot make them leave (wee)
Bipolar energy (woo)
Try sane to be free (free)
I cracked under the pressure and my brain is break-breaking
Doctor, Caine, doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart fine
Ribbon blood pressure's alright
Tell me why does my mask break who I am inside
Doctor, Caine, doctor
Say, isn't this your job?
He says: Patients be patients
As he glitches they say
Come back when something's wrong
Tell me, tell me
Tell me what to do
My brains tells me to give up but it seems wrong, I'm so confused
I'm scared, so scared
But I'm scared to even talk
People that are the solutions are the problems that I block
I'm hurting, hurting (ouch, ouch)
But no one seems to see (ouch, ouch)
I'm drowning in my tears and I've forgotten how to breathe (ouch, ouch)
Tired, tired
Tired of the pain
Not the pain that's on my wrist but all the pain inside my brain
Cause no-one understands
No-one really cares
Nothing seems to work and life and pay is never fair
But I don't want to hurt
I don't want to die
But I don't want to burden someone else and so I lie
Doctor, Caine, doctor
Please don't tell me again
I know my heart fine
And blood pressure's alright
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside
Web-Manga author
Which one should launch my job?
He says: Give up, have a nice day
Or there's no more pay for you
Blame them and move on
Oh, I know to Caine it's just a game
No time to lean, just clean in pain
The work won't end' no smiles will pay I'm screaming
Oh-oh-oh, Its switching too much pain to bear
Does anybody scare
If I just take the dare
'Cause, why not? (Haha-haha)
Doctor, Doctor
Is this just enough?
Isekaied hit by a bus
Kill myself, it's not enough
Nothing's working, I'm cra-crashing
I've had enough
Doctor, Caine, doctor
What was the pencil pointing at
It's too late now
While covering mask laughing
Stop draw once more