I hate leaving when I'm not supposed to be held up
But it's hard, so I'll run
Still a part of me that wishes this would wrap itself up
Turn off, I'm spun
But I don't need another shot
I tried, don't wait up for me
I'm moving upstate, where's the baggage line?
See you everywhere, so I'll leave this time
Firsthand, you went and pushed me out
Tried believing there was more to this place than what you'd done
I'm always wrong
Given up my right to be so bothered by the tension
This burden's shaken me up
You know I tried, don't wait up for me
I'm moving upstate, where's the baggage line?
See you everywhere, so I'll leave this time
Firsthand, you went and pushed me out
Guess it's been a while, so I'm shedding light
Pulling out my hair, tearing out my eyes
The cost, I'm finally losing count
You pushed me out
Moving upstate, where's the baggage line?
See you everywhere, so I'll leave this time
Firsthand, you went and pushed me out
Guess it's been a while, so I'm shedding light
Pulling out my hair, tearing out my eyes
The cost, I'm finally losing count
You pushed me out
(I've been worn down)
You pushed me out (It's gotta be, it's gotta be)
Moving upstate, where's the baggage line? (Seeing you around)
See you everywhere, so I'll leave this time (It's gotta be, it's gotta be)
Firsthand you went and pushed me out (I've been worn down)
(It's gotta be, it's gotta be)
Guess it's been a while, so I'm shedding light (Seeing you around)
Pulling out my hair, tearing out my eyes (It's gotta be, it's gotta be)
The cost, I'm finally losing count (I've been worn down)
(It's gotta be, it's gotta be)
(It's gotta be, it's gotta be)