(I'm fucking spitting glass)
The floor feels like it will fucking cave in
And my insides feel like they are fucking failing
Every hour that passes is repeating
This is where my heart will stop beating
Two steps forward, fifteen back
On the floor again, and my heads in a spin
Caught in a trap, between flight or fight
Adrenaline dumps, and now I think I might
End it all
Take the fall
Burn your bridges
And tear down walls
Dumb bitch
I can hear their voices
You don't amount to shit
Why do you stand so tall
Over and over again
Festering under my skin
Grinding my teeth what the hell do you think this could be
I'm 1hp
Cold sweats
Embarrassed
Vomit stains are dripping from the ceiling
Id rather feel nothing
(Lifeless) on the floor
I'm done
Straight shot
Burning through every nerve that I've got left
Every thought is a gun and it's loaded stress
Every breath is a threat
It's left a hole in my chest