Knocking on the door where fear resides
I'd been sent away
Waiting on the fight
Analyzing all I'd ever seen
What it felt to me
How it held to me
Lost at sea, the child in me
Drifts away
Unforseen duality
Every day
Everything I've built my life into
Now feels different
The past feels buried
Realizing that I'm home again
The shadow's cast
But I'm still lost
All I have (greed)
All I've lost (pain)
Here I am (hell)
Where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am
Lost
Organizing all the dissonance
I'm such a pessimist
I've scratched the surface
Lost at sea the, child in me
Finds it's way
Lessons come from history
Life is synchronicity
Emotions always get the best of me
I forget the rest of me needs some focus
Why do I go through this?
Why can't I refuse this?
Is this what abuse is?
(It's useless)
All I have (greed)
All I've lost (pain)
Here I am (hell)
Where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am
Lost
Mirror, mirror
Who are you now?
Take me back to who I was before
I need you
I need you
I need you back
Nearer, nearer now
I feel you I feel you alive
The warmth you brought that made everything right
I need you
I need you
I need you in my life
Waves ripple in the Sun in the middle of oblivion
The wind takes the sails as I set for the shores invisible to me
The feeling is right as I head to the edge of it
But I'm not really sure
The air in my lungs makes me feel like a child again
The stars fill my eyes as I move towards the dark
Pulling from under, the fear doesn't start this time
And as I go down, I become whole again
All of this fight I've had for so long
Took away from what I'd become
Hide and seek
Forgotten you'd played
Hidden away
From you to see
Hide and seek
Forgotten you'd played
Hidden away
From you to be
Yourself
My existence is limited
Two eyes forward, bias tilted
My existence is spirited
Three eyed intuition
Mirror, mirror
I see you now
I hear you, I hear you
Calling me out
Mirror, mirror
You're broken again
This time I won't believe
You're pretend
It's pretend