This is the hardest part
I took myself to war
Built these walls around myself
Grown stronger than before
Something has got to change
Don't love myself no more
That altered state don't care about me
I built these walls to keep you away
This is the hardest part
I took myself to war
Something has got to change
I'll take the pain
Till I don't need this anymore
I don't need you anymore
The one to blame
A thousand mistakes
And I don't need it
Been to the bottom
Attracted to the waste
We're all living inside shame
There's got to be a better way
This is the hardest part
I won't lose this fucking war
No more do you have a say
Erase the pain
'Cause I don't need this anymore
I don't need you anymore
The one to blame
A thousand mistakes
And I don't need it
No more
Deconstruct it, to the core
The hurt that does not show
The pain it will not fade
This damage to myself
And I know
I must break away