I've got a heartbeat that I call home
I feel you coasting in my head and in my bones
But I got a problem, it's written on your face
Is it something that I said or something that I didn't say
I don't mean to let you down
I'm just blood and chemicals
My bad habits are showing now
Like they always do and
My montage mistakes made
'Cause I'm from miles and I'm stuck somewhere
In between
Who I am and who I wanna be
I've got a dark side that I don't like
I'm terrified you'll see me differently tonight
But I'll take a chance on changing, I'll open up
Maybe you'll see me trying, maybe that'll be enough
I don't mean to let you down
I'm just blood and chemicals
My bad habits are showing now
Like they always do and
My montage mistakes made
'Cause I'm from miles and I'm stuck somewhere
In between
Who I am and who I wanna be
Mirror, mirror on the wall
I'm on the edge, I'll start to fall
I hate that my reflection shows
I'm trying to not let myself go
Mirror, mirror on the ground
I'll disappoint myself somehow
I hate that my reflection shows
I'm trying to not let myself go
I don't mean to let you down
I'm just blood and chemicals
My bad habits are showing now
Like they always do and
My montage mistakes made
'Cause I'm from miles and I'm stuck somewhere
In between
Who I am and who I wanna be