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Yume Loop

yumei (ka)waii

Same, same night
Same feeling every night
Am I dreaming or staying?

I wake up inside the same thought
Your name still warm in my mouth
I tell myself it's nothing
But my heart never learned how
I fold the day like paper
Put it back where it belongs
But every moment circles
Like it's scared to move on

If I stay right here, nothing breaks
If I don't move, nothing changes
Is it comfort or fear I feel?
I can't tell what's real

I'm stuck in a you loop
Thinking of you, thinking of you
Every smile replays like déjà vu
If I stay here, will you stay too?
If I blink, do I lose you?

Time feels soft when I don't decide
Days don't hurt if I let them slide
I pretend this is enough for me
But my heart wants more quietly
I replay words you never said
Fill the silence in my head
I don't know if this is love
Or just the fear of waking up

If I move forward, I might fall
If I stay dreaming, I feel small
I'm safe here, but not free
Is this you or me?

I'm stuck in a you loop
Holding you, holding you
Same emotion, different day
Nothing new
If I stay here, will you stay too?
If I change, do I lose you?

Maybe I don't want forever
I just don't want it to end
I'm scared that if I let go
I won't feel this again
Spanish whisper
Tengo miedo de soltar
Aunque duela la quedar

I'm stuck in a you loop
But I see through, I see through
I can love the feeling
If it isn't you
If I walk on, I'll be okay
Even dreams need to change
I don't need to stay to remember

Composição: yumei (ka)waii