Reasons To Cry

You made me lose myself again
When I thought it was ok
Everything is just the same
Life is black and days are grey

I am not the only who is close to God
We aren’t brothers with the same blood
So I don’t dream with him because
I know that he is me

Don’t make me lose myself again
(That’s not easy)
Don’t make me cry for any fakes
(There’s no fucking time)
And I was happy for a while
(Came fucking tight)
I ask myself are you by my side

But now I am not that fucking boy
That you met a few years ago anymore
You are, you are fat, you are thin
You are everything that used to be my lord
Did you God forget about me
'Cause I remember everything
Disrespect me for my alien but I was the only one for me

The sorrow is in your face
The fear is your grace
Although I hate you
We are brothers in arms

Don’t make me lose myself again
(That’s not easy)
Don’t make me cry for any fakes
(There’s no fucking time)
And I was happy for a while
(Came fucking tight)
I ask myself are you by my side

So my life is just a lie
We are those good times?
Is there still a chance for me?
So what highway should I take?
If they all go to the same place
My reasons to cry

Facing sorrow is so easy
When you have no joys
Lord I know you are just a pig
Playing with us just like your toys