serotonin

Trying my best, am I doing enough?
Weight on my chest, are you feeling the love?
Hands on my neck telling me not to trust
War in my head, I might lose it for fun

Falling, God, I'm falling
I can see the light, it's dimmer, guess I'm all in
The devil's blowing up my phone like: Fuck, he’s calling
Sold my fuckin' soul for serotonin

Die in my room when you see me for less
Drown in my worry when you send a text
Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex
I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck

Baby, did you fuck me up? Or was I just feeling sick?
Might throw up if I take another sip
But, God, I needa fight my thoughts, so I’ll take another sip
I can’t fucking take it anymore, I hate this
Like if I died now, then who would notice?
'Cause I can’t take it anymore and I can’t focus
I'm losing my shit, did you notice?
Baby, tell me it’s okay and I can do this

Die in my room when you see me for less
Drown in my worry when you send a text
Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex
I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck
Die in my room when you see me for less
Drown in my worry when you send a text
Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex
I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck

Falling, God, I'm falling
I can see the light, it's dimmer, guess I'm all in
The devil's blowing up my phone like: Fuck, he’s calling
Sold my fuckin' soul for serotonin

Die in my room when you see me for less
Drown in my worry when you send a text
Please don’t just use me for fake love and sex
I'm sorry I'm nervous, I'm close to a wreck