1242am

Yo, we back on this shit, aye
9TAILS

Layin' waste on the floor
I can push it, I can fight it
I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
Drinkin' bottle after bottle
I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
I can't take this sorrow
Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something

I swear I can never get around to being who I wanted
Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving
Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian
I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest

I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset
I would give up everything to see how real my life get
Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet
Take the damage for the story, not enough sleepless nights yet

Fully devoted to this dream, yeah
Skip on outings to play with computer screens, yeah
Skip my meals this grind is all I really need
I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit

Layin' waste on the floor
Take a taste of the ending that you're waitin' for
I may have lost the source of the pain
But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh
Face a whole blunt, she said I never used to
That's what coming off the medication make me lean to
With how my mood is changing I say that I need to
I know it shows but I lived it so I'll see it through

I know it shows but I lived it so I'll see it through
Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue

Layin' waste on the floor
I can push it, I can fight it
I can kill my urges if you want me, yo
Drinkin' bottle after bottle
I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no
I can't take this sorrow
Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo
Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something