Saboteur

Don’t got much to say
Staying up too late
Waking up so tired
Dragging through the day

Belly full of grease
I should eat more greens
Things I say I’ll do
But I put off for weeks

Watching all the trends from the outside
Jealous of my friends on the inside, oh
Writing off the things that I don’t like
Envious of people who know what they want, cuz

I fall in deeper
What I want, I’m not really sure
Confident then insecure
I’m a saboteur

I fall in deeper
What do I even deserve?
Doubtful then I’m self-assured
I’m a saboteur