Saishin

sou watashi wa watashi ga kirai
kyoukan wa shinjinai subete wa uso
hibai no yoku kiku kusuri mo
kokoro no aza made iyashicha kurenai

agaku koto mo tsukare ima wa mou
nobashita te mo hanashite shimatta

dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no mono da
rikai wa dekinai ubae ya shinai
mune sasu you na itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
dakara daikirai na jibun to ikiru
kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiru no
omoidashite koroshite shimaitai kako wo

mou owatte shimae nanimokamo ga
sou itte kirisaita shashin no naka
nanimokamo wo nakushita toki
saigo ni sugareru mono wa soko ni dake

netami ya koukai wo kakushite
ikinobiru no minikui desho

demo ne jibun kirai no watashi ni shika
tsutaerarenai kotoba ga aru
fukeba tobu you na hakanai hi demo tadatada
sore wa michi yuku dareka no ashi wo terashi
mirai ninau tomoshibi to naru no
wasurenaide tashika na michishirube wo

mayowanai sube mo tadashii kotae mo
watashi ni wa wakaranai dakedo ne
sono kizu ya uso mo chiniku tonari
anata wo tsukuru kara

dakedo watashi no kodoku watashi no mono da
rikai wa dekinai ubae ya shinai
mune sasu you na itami sae mo ima wa tadatada
dakara daikirai na jibun to ikiru
kurai tsurai saishin wo shinjiru no

keshisatte shimaitai kizu ya uso mo
nomikonde ima koko terashidaseba
fukai yami mo kowakunai kara