Deviant

I feel the walls getting closer!

Lost soul without a silver lining
In pain I roam the earth
Falling apart, expose my deviancy
Ready to pour out my heart for all the world to see

I stare into the mirror filled with impurity

Every night when the darkness takes over
I feel the walls getting closer and closer

I'm reaching out, is anybody out there?
Help me out, an engine running low
Lost in the crowd, is anybody out there?
Anybody
Is anybody listening? Feel the guilt slowly sinking in
Chokin on excuses, oh, it's deafening
Is anybody out there? Anybody?
Anybody!

I'm holding on to a single strand of hope once found
Constant pressure, I'm falling, when will I hit the ground?

Deafening, thoughts of clarity
It's testing me relentlessly, coalescing shades of grey
There is no remedy, wish for a way to disappear
Disgrace flows in my veins, there's nothing for me here

Deafening, when I speak to myself
Your looks they lock me in my personal hell
Wish for a way to disappear
Feels like there's nothing for me, nothing for me here

I'm reaching out, is anybody out there?
Help me out, an engine running low
Lost in the crowd, is anybody out there?
Anybody
Is anybody listening? Feel the guilt slowly sinking in
Chokin on excuses, oh, it's deafening
Is anybody out there? Anybody?
Anybody!