House Of Doubt

I call it home

Drown the noise for once, that's all I need
Just a moment of integrity
If you knew who I've been before
You could see what the shell that I had build was for?

'Cause I don't know anymore

It's a funny feeling
Should I let it flow? Everybody knows
They're coming to get me, I hear it in the walls
I build a house of doubt and now I call it home

It rips and tears a hole
Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home
I'm locked inside these thoughts
In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home

Drowning in self doubts
Can you trust when you look at my face or are we the same?

Blacked out!
Does it hurt when you speak of me?
Blacked out inside these walls
Does it hurt when you're speaking of me?

It rips and tears a hole
Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home
I'm locked inside these thoughts
In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home

It rips and tears a hole
Without a chance for me to bloom, I call it home
I'm locked inside these thoughts
In smoke that dulls my mind, I call it home

Drown the noise for once, that's all I need
Just a moment of integrity
If you knew who I've been before
You could see what the shell that I had build was for?

It rips and tears a hole!

Save yourself! I always thought this was me
There must be something more than we can see