Life and Death

Life and death
Happiness or sadness
Comfort, despair
Relief, anguish, pleasure
I'm sick!
Scream, cry, self-harm
Bleed, observe
Blood flowing

This is how my mind reacts
All the time it's hard for me

To stay well
In the face of all this crap
I want to live

But it's too hard
I'd rather die
Cause I can rest
It takes me away
Who can help me

But it's also selfish of me
To leave and let them suffer
This crap is killing me
I can't free myself

Blood-stained walls
They bear witness to my plight
In this world of agony
I wage my endless fight

Surviving this suffering
Scream, cry, believe in your life

I'm sick my mind is fucked
Who can help me?
Will you help me?
Please