Hurt myself the hardest

You're probably better off alone
Cause if you look at me, you might turn to stone
Sometimes I scare myself, oh, I know
I can try to keep you safe, just don't let me get too close

I've got scissors for my hands
If I hold you, they might hold me out for ransom
I've had one too many chances
I told you, don't waste them on me again

'Cause I tear myself apart
Trying to find out why I'm like this
I take it too far and it hurts somebody else
I tear myself apart
Wondering just where my heart is
'Cause I think I might be heartless
I tear myself apart
In another fucking crisis
I take it to heart and it burns like hell
I tear myself apart
Wondering just where my heart is
I always hurt myself the hardest
Hardest
I always hurt myself the hardest
Hardest
(I always hurt myself the hardest)

What if I'm the monster in my head?
Cnd all the hopes I had for love are dead
I'll always leave you cleaning up the mess
One day there won't be anybody left

I've got scissors for my hands
If I hold you, they might hold me out for ransom
I've had one too many chances
I told you, you shouldn't waste them on me again

'Cause I tear myself apart
Trying to find out why I'm like this
I take it too far and it hurts somebody else
I tear myself apart
Wondering just where my heart is
'Cause I think I might be heartless
I tear myself apart
In another fucking crisis
I take it to heart and it burns like hell
I tear myself apart
Wondering just where my heart is
I always hurt myself the hardest
I always hurt myself the hardest
Hardest
Hardest