Alive

Yeah, deep down
In the depths of my own hell
I can feel presence of shattered entity
This is all that you have left
Nothing but just pain, sorrow and pure sadness
Fade into nothingness
That is on my mind since you turned around and left
There is a thought growing slowly
I can't take being lonely

Right now you are just a memory
A ghost still watching me
Yeah, I never thought you'd fade away
I've never felt decay
Leaving me down here without a choice
In grieving thoughts I drown, without a noise
Tell me can I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

Yeah, deep down I feel no heart in my chest
Nothing but an echo of you voice, I suppress
The weight of grief, I'm drowning in despair
Searching for solace but it's just not there
Standing at the edge staring into the abyss
With the death on my shoulder It's so hard to resist
With one foot hanging off the edge
No, I can't be condemned

Yeah, I'm all fucked up getting drunk alone
Try to kill the pain crawling up my bones
I'm drowning in pills, the forbidden thrills
Playing hide and seek with the reaper at my door
Yeah, I'm all fucked up getting drunk alone
Playing hide and seek with the reaper at my door

Right now you are just a memory
A ghost still watching me
Yeah, I never thought you'd fade away
I've never felt decay
Leaving me down here without a choice
In grieving thoughts I drown, without a noise
Tell me can I make it out alive?
Make it out alive?

Will I let the whole world down for you?
I'd give it up, give it up
I'm dead inside, it's true

Will I let the whole world down for you?
I'd give it up, give it up for you
I'm dead inside, it's true
But can I leave my life behind
Cause I can't, cause I can't rewind
No, I can't rewind
Will I let the whole world down for you?
I'd give it up, give it up for you
I'm dead inside, it's true
But can I leave my life behind
Cause I can't, cause I can't rewind
No, I can't rewind
Can I make it out alive?