Hurts

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Hurts

Havia muitos pensamentos que encontramos assim que expusemos nossas ideias aos outrosThere were too many thoughts that we found as soon we exposed our thoughts to the others
Assim aprendemos a ser cautelosos ao mostrá-las, porque afinal estávamos falando com nossos inimigos religiososThus we have learned to be cautious in showing them because after all we were talking to our religious enemies
Houve momentos em que conversei com meus pais sobre o significado de tudo issoThere were times when I talked to my parents about the meaning of it all
As respostas que encontrei até agoraThe answers I've found so far
Mas meus esforços se mostraram em vãoBut my efforts turned to be futile
Já que havia uma parede que poderia desabar sobre mimSince there was a wall that could have crumbled down on me
Me acusando de ser blasfemoAccusing me to be blasphemous
Assim decidi forjar uma máscaraThus I decided to forge a mask
Fui ateu para meus paisI've been an atheist for my parents
Assim como para todos que me conhecemAs well as for all those who know me
Enquanto isso, eu gravava desenhos indeléveis no meu corpoIn the meanwhile, I was engraving indelible drawings on my body
Desenhos de alguém que nunca se ajoelhará ao cristianismoDrawings of someone who shall never kneel to Christendom
Então veio o Esteticismo, que nunca escondiThen came Aestheticism, which I've never been hiding
Afinal, minhas roupas blasfemas eram o ícone da música que alimentou todos os meus diasAfter all, my blasphemous clothes were the icon of the music that nourished all my days
Ainda havia outras pessoas pelo mundo que andaram ou já haviam andado pelo mesmo caminho que eu trilheiStill, there were other people across the world who walked or had already walked on the same path that I trode upon
Havia formas de ódio, abusos, arranhões e risadasThere were forms of hate, abuses, scratches and laughing
Mas não eram muitos pensamentosBut they weren't many thought
No entanto, doíam como se fossem infinitosHowever, they were hurting as if they were endless
E assim o ódio foi crescendo em mimAnd so hate has been growing in me
O mundo teria queimado um diaThe whole would have burned one day
Com pessoas carbonizadas como moldura para nossa vitória eternaWith carbonised people as a framework to our eternal victory