All I Want

I wanna know what is like to feel good
I wanna know what is like to be understood
I want a better voice so I don't feel so insecure
I want somebody to catch my breath
And I don't know if I want it back
Taking time outside so I can lie to myself
Tell me I'm home

Water's high, pools of rage
I don't know why I should say this
But I don't mind if I cross your way
Telling you that you can make it
I've been walking with an All Star
Really hoping to become a rockstar
Till I saw it wouldn't lead me anywhere alone
I broke my phone then threw it away

I wanna know what is like to feel good
I wanna know what is like to be understood
I want a better voice so I don't feel so insecure, yeah
I want somebody to catch my breath
And I don't know if I want it back
Taking time outside so I can lie to myself
Tell them I'm home

I've been trying to sleep (count sheep)
Found myself in a dream (stuck in)
Rushing everything so I could breathe again, again, again
I was an outcast looking for a contrast
Been alone and had a little book that I used to
Write down my downs, such a daydream
Really been so lower than the last hole that I've been

I wanna fade out
But before I wanna lay down
Picture my life, I don't know how
But I wanna see more
I wanna be more
I wanna feel like we're going home safe this time
Safe this time

I wanna know what is like to feel good
I wanna know what is like to be understood
I want a better voice so I don't feel so insecure, yeah
I want somebody to catch my breath
And I don't know if I want it back
Taking time in the dark 'cause I can't help myself
Tell them I'm gone