Too Soon

Lying down, counting sheep for an outcome
Tools around me, still I can't change

And I don't if I'll let you go
I don't know if you want me to stay
It's so trick to do it right

Still, I hope you find your light
Because the shadows are so dark now
And I'll be taming my pride

Falling out, facing down
Fear of missing out on how
I should be, reacting
Before everything we dream

I know that's too fast
How soon is too soon?
Too soon

I don't know if I'll let you go
And I don't know if you want me to stay
It's so hard to do it right
And it's so hard to deal and build, and feel
Should I be real? I'm lost
'Cause all these words that you never said
And all the birds that never sang
Just lead us to the end