The Devil in Your Eyes

I won't judge myself for the way I chose to save me
Nor blame my heart for the way things are now
God knows how I tried to survive
The wounds and pain you left in my life

God knows how I hid behind
Every shred and trace of Sonny in my mind
How foolish I was, I could not see
The devil that just went by so is hide

You treacherous, dangerous traitor
The enemy who was by my side
You had the best of what was mine
But you were a threat, threw me into the fire

And before I see you and your minions again
I would rather be blind
And I won't forget the days and nights I spent crying
And how long it took for all my tears to dry

But this story is not yours, it's mine
It's about what I did with the mess you left inside me
And I certainly don't need you to apologize
'Cause I know you were a ghost with the devil in your eyes

But what a shame, how do you feel
Seeing I'm about to be free
From your evil, your shit, your destruction
From my desire to disappear

For a long time, all of those years
I had to learn how to live with my fears
But this time, God, and now I just want you to know
You mean nothing to me

A ghost with the devil in your eyes
A ghost with the devil in your eyes
How foolish I am, I could not see
The devil that just went by so is hide

You treacherous, dangerous traitor
The enemy who was by my side
You had the best of what was mine
But you were a threat, threw me into the fire

And before I see you and your minions again
I would rather