DEPRESSED (feat. Lauren Spencer Smith)

If you ask a stupid question, hmm
Then you'll get a stupid answer
And if you ask if I'm okay, I'm unhappy ever after, hmm
If you ask me how I'm coping
I'm like a minute from disaster
I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA

My world's spinning the wrong way 'round
Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down
Tryna find something to laugh about, oh

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine, but I'm depressed?
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?
Oh, ain't it funny how
I wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

What a bright sunny day
For a catastrophic meltdown
Better buckle up, everyone
'Cause I'm about to crash out

Holding back all my tears again
Mascara like a [?]
Just had to get it off my chest

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine, but I'm depressed?
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?
Oh, ain't it funny how
Wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry (cry)
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night (oh)
If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life