Drop The Ball

Killing myself
Someone said the fix is in
Killing myself
Once again, once again
Over easy
Burnt, my mind is overdone
Life¹s a jigsaw
Why can¹t I find the missing one

Even though I¹ve felt I¹ve proven what it is I¹m worthy of
I can¹t exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world
of love

Someone rescue my downward virtue
I dropped the ball again

Hands that touch me
Take 'em all away
Patronizing
Will you hear what I say
Fuck your caring
No one knows what¹s in my heart
Bring it all down
Break it all down to parts

Everytime I have considered why it is I¹m even here
Calm collected copasetic, no good reasons why I fear
No one rescue my downward virtue

Even though I¹ve felt I¹ve proven what it is I¹m worthy of
I can¹t exist inside the boundaries of the so-called world
of love

No one rescue, no one rescue
I dropped the ball again

I never felt for you for anyone
I never ate off the same plate
Drop the ball I dropped the ball
I take from you, I rape from you
I kill myself when I think of you

Drop the ball I dropped the ball
I take from you, I break from you
I used to know how to be human
Drop the ball I dropped the ball
I take from you, I hate from you

No one rescue my downward virtue
No one rescue, no one rescue