Final Mistake

Feel so empty here
Underground there’s no sound
For the soil consumes me now
Confronts me with my dissolution
Carried down
To the ground I’m not proud

That I’m in my casket now
Drop the casket down
Into my grave
(A broken picture of my afterlife)
All my fears became my fate
All those tears turned into hate

The choice was mine to make
My final fucking mistake
My final mistake
Oh I wish I never found
The dark place that I’m in
For the wicked consumes me now

Confronts mе like a voice of reason
Carriеd down
To the ground I’m not proud
That I’m in my casket now
Drop the casket down
Into my grave

All my fears became my fate
All those tears turned into hate
The choice was mine to make
My final pill to take
All my fears became my fate
All those tears turned into hate
The choice was mine to make
My final fucking mistake

Underground is where I’m found
Find me screaming without sound Underground is where I’m found
Find me screaming without sound Underground is where I’m found
It’s too late to turn back (I can’t take it)
I dismissed the prayers from above
Instead the wretched ran straight through my blood
I envy all those I judged
Never again
Never again
What have I done?