Pregnant Pause
In a moment of doubt I was confronted with the truth
I was petrified and certain I was being used
And I was counting off ambitions and kill'em one by one
Like Jesus on the cross I was sticking to my guns
And I was looking for a friend to try and help me out
But the silence was deadly 'cause no one was around
And I was thinking, I was choking like I thought I never could
Scratching at the itch and it was feeling so good…
In a pregnant pause
In a pregnant pause
I had a moment to escape I didn't know what to do
So I unlocked a window and I shouted like a fool
And I was yellin' for my mama, I was yellin' for my dad
I was looking for friendship in friends I never had
And I was looking for someone to try and help me down
But they all ran away when the money ran out
I was looking, I was starring at my moment of truth
On top of the mountain, sucking in the view…
In a pregnant pause
In a pregnant pause
And it felt like - what could of been minutes
And it felt like - what could of been years
And it felt like - my whole world was spinning
It felt like nothing was clear
And it felt like - I was slipping under
And it felt like - I was falling down
And it felt like - the tallest mountain
It felt like the loudest sound!
I was looking for a friend I was looking for a face
I was looking for someone to put me in my place
And I was spitting, I was choking, I was sucking it down
I wish I didn't know then, what I know right now…
In a pregnant pause
In a pregnant pause
What coulda been minutes
What coulda been years
My whole world was spinning
It felt like nothing was clear!
Pausa Grávida
Em um momento de dúvida, me deparei com a verdade
Fiquei petrificado, certo de que estava sendo usado
E eu contava minhas ambições, derrubando uma a uma
Como Jesus na cruz, eu mantinha minha posição
E eu procurava um amigo pra tentar me ajudar
Mas o silêncio era mortal, pois ninguém estava por perto
E eu pensava, estava sufocando como nunca pensei que poderia
Coçando a coceira e estava me sentindo tão bem…
Em uma pausa grávida
Em uma pausa grávida
Tive um momento pra escapar, não sabia o que fazer
Então abri uma janela e gritei como um idiota
E eu estava gritando pela minha mãe, gritando pelo meu pai
Procurava amizade em amigos que nunca tive
E eu procurava alguém pra tentar me ajudar a descer
Mas todos fugiram quando o dinheiro acabou
Eu estava olhando, encarando meu momento de verdade
No topo da montanha, absorvendo a vista…
Em uma pausa grávida
Em uma pausa grávida
E parecia - o que poderia ter sido minutos
E parecia - o que poderia ter sido anos
E parecia - meu mundo todo girando
Parecia que nada estava claro
E parecia - que eu estava escorregando
E parecia - que eu estava caindo
E parecia - a montanha mais alta
Parecia o som mais alto!
Eu estava procurando um amigo, estava procurando um rosto
Procurava alguém pra me colocar no meu lugar
E eu estava cuspindo, estava sufocando, estava engolindo tudo
Queria não saber naquela hora, o que sei agora…
Em uma pausa grávida
Em uma pausa grávida
O que poderia ter sido minutos
O que poderia ter sido anos
Meu mundo todo girava
Parecia que nada estava claro!