Pregnant Pause

Pausa Grávida

Pregnant Pause

Em um momento de dúvida, me deparei com a verdadeIn a moment of doubt I was confronted with the truth
Fiquei petrificado, certo de que estava sendo usadoI was petrified and certain I was being used
E eu contava minhas ambições, derrubando uma a umaAnd I was counting off ambitions and kill'em one by one
Como Jesus na cruz, eu mantinha minha posiçãoLike Jesus on the cross I was sticking to my guns
E eu procurava um amigo pra tentar me ajudarAnd I was looking for a friend to try and help me out
Mas o silêncio era mortal, pois ninguém estava por pertoBut the silence was deadly 'cause no one was around
E eu pensava, estava sufocando como nunca pensei que poderiaAnd I was thinking, I was choking like I thought I never could
Coçando a coceira e estava me sentindo tão bem…Scratching at the itch and it was feeling so good…

Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause
Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause

Tive um momento pra escapar, não sabia o que fazerI had a moment to escape I didn't know what to do
Então abri uma janela e gritei como um idiotaSo I unlocked a window and I shouted like a fool
E eu estava gritando pela minha mãe, gritando pelo meu paiAnd I was yellin' for my mama, I was yellin' for my dad
Procurava amizade em amigos que nunca tiveI was looking for friendship in friends I never had
E eu procurava alguém pra tentar me ajudar a descerAnd I was looking for someone to try and help me down
Mas todos fugiram quando o dinheiro acabouBut they all ran away when the money ran out
Eu estava olhando, encarando meu momento de verdadeI was looking, I was starring at my moment of truth
No topo da montanha, absorvendo a vista…On top of the mountain, sucking in the view…

Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause
Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause

E parecia - o que poderia ter sido minutosAnd it felt like - what could of been minutes
E parecia - o que poderia ter sido anosAnd it felt like - what could of been years
E parecia - meu mundo todo girandoAnd it felt like - my whole world was spinning
Parecia que nada estava claroIt felt like nothing was clear
E parecia - que eu estava escorregandoAnd it felt like - I was slipping under
E parecia - que eu estava caindoAnd it felt like - I was falling down
E parecia - a montanha mais altaAnd it felt like - the tallest mountain
Parecia o som mais alto!It felt like the loudest sound!

Eu estava procurando um amigo, estava procurando um rostoI was looking for a friend I was looking for a face
Procurava alguém pra me colocar no meu lugarI was looking for someone to put me in my place
E eu estava cuspindo, estava sufocando, estava engolindo tudoAnd I was spitting, I was choking, I was sucking it down
Queria não saber naquela hora, o que sei agora…I wish I didn't know then, what I know right now…

Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause
Em uma pausa grávidaIn a pregnant pause

O que poderia ter sido minutosWhat coulda been minutes
O que poderia ter sido anosWhat coulda been years
Meu mundo todo giravaMy whole world was spinning
Parecia que nada estava claro!It felt like nothing was clear!