Vacant

I've been breathing slowly
Tell me something Holy
Every word you say feels like sugar down my veins
I don't know you but I pretend to
And we say we'll never change, no one ever stays the same
And I'll show you how I'll lose myself for you

Now every day we're complacent
Emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now everyday we're all faking
And it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow

Can I confess there's a question on my mind
Is what you left unaddressed starting to haunt you?
Well I don't blame you
But now I feel coerced by the words in your white lies
I'll be the first, I'm the worst but I'm below you
So watch me drown myself for you

Now every day we're complacent
Emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now everyday we're all faking
And it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow

But it'll come back around
You're only here to see me drown
But you're no better now
You're only in it for yourself

Now every day we're complacent
Emotionally vacant
And I can't wait to fade into somebody else
Now everyday we're all faking
And it kills me to say it
But I've managed to blame myself somehow