DON'T GET USED TO ME

I check your tone before I check the time
Your silence is harder than lies
You say you're tired, I say I'm fine
But I'm counting the ways you might slide
I don't ask where you've been
I don't wanna know
I don't trust the calm in your voice
It sounds like letting go

Don't get used to me leaving
Don't get bored of my name
If I stop holding your attention
You'll forgive me the same
Say it straight to my face
Say I'm not just a face
I don't need you forever
Just don't use to me fading

You touch your phone like it might explode
Like there's something I can't see
You swear it's nothing
You swear too much
That's usually when it's me
I keep my doubts on a short leash
Still they pull me back
Every promise you have keep
Feels like a quiet attack

Don't get used to me waiting
Don't get soft with your truth
If I stop being convenient
You'll remember you
Say it clean, say it plain
Say you still choose my shape

Don't need you save me
Don't get used to me breaking
Don't get used to me leaving
Don't get bored of my name
If I stop holding your attention
You'll forgive me the same
Say it straight to my face
Say I'm not just a face
I don't need you forever
Just don't use to me faking

Don't get used to me breaking
If I loved you less I'd be easier to keep
But you like the way I've been
Right before I sleep
Don't get used to me silent
Don't confuse it with peace
I don't vanish dramatic
I just slowly release
If you're already gone
Don't lie to my face
I don't need your devotion
Just don't get used to me erase
Don't get used to me erase