Loneliness Can Be Your Worst (Best) Friend

I just want to be alone inside
I just want to feel alone
These days I just wanna feel the pain
And make all these mistakes
Fucking terrifying to cave into
Myself even though I need
Draining and resetting my mind
So I can start all over again

Stacking thoughts
Sharing worlds
It’s good to just feel something
It scares me when it’s real
Cause it’s when you let go
And dedicate yourself to go through all of it
Poisonous to stay for too long
Cause loneliness can be your best friend
But it can be your worst friend too

I just want to be in silence
Most dangerous thing a human could do
I just want to be silent
To observe what’s really going on
So peaceful inside this madness
Observing and absorbing everything
Fuel so I can start running
Dilemmas I carry everyday

Stacking thoughts
Sharing worlds
It’s good to just feel something
It scares me when it’s real
Cause it’s when you let go
And dedicate yourself to go through all that
Poisonous to stay for too long
Cause loneliness can be your best friend
But it can be your worst friend too