Lonely Xmas

Sometimes love can be bad
And sometimes it seems like everybody cares
But I don't wanna live my life in chains
'Cause I've been there much too long
I still love you for someone to believe in
But you're holding someone else's hand
And christmas is so god damn lonely for me

Sometimes life is a pain
A thousand ways to live and only one way to die
And I don't wanna hurt you anymore, no, no
I still love you for someone to believe in
But now I'm lyin' in the house of shame
And christmas is so god damn lonely for me

I wanna be with you
I miss you too
But I've been staring too long in this empty glass
It's time for the change with somebody else
And christmas is so god damn lonely for me

I can never turn back the time
I can never show what I feel inside
In my mind I think I'm gonna blow me away
Yeah, I think I do

(I wanna be with you)
(I miss you too)
But I've been staring too long in this empty glass
It's time for the change with somebody else
And christmas is so god damn lonely for me

I said, I still love you for someone to believe in
But now I'm lyin' in the house of shame
Christmas is so god damn lonely for me

I wanna be with you
I miss you too
But I've been staring too long in this empty glass
It's time for the change with somebody else
And christmas is so god damn lonely for me
Well, I said, christmas is so god damn lonely for me
No, no, no, baby, christmas is so god damn lonely for me