Deadweight

So impulsive, indecisively
Decided to let go of me
And let it be, while saying
Please don't walk away from me

So let me in and push me out again
Let's be friends, he says while holding me
So selfishly and I think
Maybe things end differently

Don't wanna let go
But I can't stay this way
I'm pissed off, no, I'm enraged
Sometimes I feel like you have changed

'Cause he wouldn't hurt me
And you don't think through things logically
It's unfair to say you care
Expecting me to be there

When you need, but make me bleed
You cut a knife through me emotionally
Don't wanna let go
But I can't stay this way

You always get what you want
But I'm not someone who waits to feel love
Be'cause I think I've waited enough
You seem like you're giving up
On us