Bereave

I see the moonlight hit her skin
As if trying to shed light on morbidity
I pretend her eyes are fixated on me
But they are fixated on nothing

They are dull and lifeless just like the night itself
But why does it feel like I've lost you long ago?
Why does it feel like this stagnant emotion has carried me
Forever?
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Her pupils getting wider by the second
Are getting duller as the reaper beckons her
She lets it in; one last breath (one last breath)
And holds it in; waiting for death
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Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame, I tell her: It's alright, it's just a bad night
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Choking as you start to cry
Let me look you in your eyes
Everything around me dies so darling rest your head
The blood, it stings my eyes
And so I watch you die
You deserve eternal peace but death, it comes in threes
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First, my love, then my pride, then my fucking self
Try living life with your heart on a shelf
I've killed my love, and my pride, now I'll kill myself
I've murdered all the fucking love that I felt
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Try to ignore the pain
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Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame, I tell her: It's alright, it's just a bad night
Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame, I tell her: It's alright, it's just a bad night
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My love, my mind played tricks on me
My eyes, can't believe what they see
My love, my love don't make a sound
My eyes, they see you dead on the ground
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Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again, we'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I'll never see you again, 'cause I'm a very bad man