Scare

I scare myself
I care about my health
But my brain is always
Telling me I'm wrong

Sometimes I feel
Left out slept in
Slept on left in
A state of always wishing

You've left and I'm here
And you are my worst fear
But you've left and things are
Getting better

I scare myself
I'm here and you've left
But you say it's better
If we don't get along