Let Me Break

I'm staring at the ceiling again
Trying to drown out the weight in my chest
The world keeps spinning like it's indifferent
And I can't find a moment to rest

Oh, I've been swallowing every fraction
Hiding every cut I didn't make (yeah, yeah)
I know I can't fight it forever
I know the walls are closing in
If I don't let it out tonight
Then I'll break from within

Let me break
Let me fall apart for a while
I'm tired of holding on with a fake ass smile
If I scream in the dark
Will someone hear my cry?
I don't want to be strong tonight

Just let me break
Just let me break

The mirror shows a face I barely now
Hunted eyes that can't escape the past
Every heartbeat is a drum of warning
Every step a shadow that's built to last
I'm trying to hold myself together
But the seams keep splitting open
I can't pretend that I'm ok
I can't put the pieces back in place
If I don't let this pain out tonight
Then I'll vanish without a trace

Let me break
Let me fall apart for a while
I'm tired of holding up with a fake ass smile
If I scream in the dark
Will someone hear my cry?
I don't want to be strong tonight

Just let me break
Just let me break

I can't carry on this way
I can't fight against myself
I've been hiding all my pain
But it's burning like hell
If letting go it's the only way
Then let me fall

Let me break
Let me fall apart for a while
I'm done pretending it's fine
I need to feel the miles
If someone hears the scream tonight
Then maybe I'm alive
I don't want to be strong tonight
Just let me break