Aversion Pawn

That fateful night
Keeps coming back today
Can't recall just what happened, why do I have to pay?
I don't want to remember
Can't blame myself for being, so blind
As now I come to face the truth

CHORUS

Trying to move forward
Is never easy to face
Knowing all that has happened, what can I do?
The pain still lies ever present, burning inside of me
As I sit here this day, trapped inside of me

Now I think I remember
Afterall it happened before
I see a face through the fire
Burning across from my memories
Never again dear friend of mine
You're hopeless now, I did all I could...
Why am I remembering, you now?
Ok it was wrong to turn my back
But why did you have to change?
Now as we walk our separate roads
We gaze upon our own forgotten skies

My acceptance is now clear, this isn't easy
I can't keep feeling trapped here, pick myself up and move on
In this harsh reality
A pawn, of my own propriety